miércoles, 27 de octubre de 2010

New blog, fresh start

Hi everyone!
I´m a little worried about starting this blog because it´s my firt one in english. I´m from Argentina so please forgive me if I misspell a lot.

Well, a little about me...I´m 21(almoust 22) and I´ve been diagnosed with ED for about 4 years, but it started a lot earlier. Actually I´ve had an ED for as long as I can remember.
I alternate periods of bulimia and anorexia, I´ve also been a cutter for about 6 years now, but when I was younger I also self harmed in other ways.

I´ve gained so much weight in the past year you wouldn´t believe it, trying to recover, trying to be "normal". And now I´ve just had enough and I´ll lose all that weight from once and for all.
I haven´t had the courage to weight myself yet, last time I´ve checked I was 65 kg(143 pounds) wich is incredibly high for my height 1,60 cm(5"3), I wanna get down to 47 kg(104 pounds).....so if that´s what I weight right now I HAVE to lose 18 kg(39 pounds), I´m just talking to myself right now haha first post and I´m already boring you xD
On Monday I´m weighting myself, I hope I don´t have a nervous breakdown...

I hope to get to know all of you, we all need support, even if it´s coming from Internet. Living this way is hell and we all know it, so I know you´ll understand me.
I´ve been reading a lot of your blogs lately and there are some incredible girls here.

Hugs =)