I want to die right now. I gained 3.5 kg.....I´m 61.9 kg.............ngfjsuwjytjstru I´m freaking out!!!
WHY why did I have to binge all this days??? I´m such a fat failure, I´ll never be thin...I´ll never be anything. I really wish I could kill myself, I wish I didn´t care about my family an just do it....
Ok, selfpity time over. In a few days I´ll be back to 58, it´s Ok. Tomorrow I´ll start going to the gym so I´ll loose weight faster(please please let this be true)
Today I´ll stay under 300 cals of fruit and drink a lot of diuretic tea(my mom hid the real diuretics so that tea is all I´ve got).
I don´t wanna leave the house looking like this, not even to go to therapy, maybe tomorrow I´ll be less bloated and I won´t panick so much about going out...
How are you lovelies? I hope you´re better than me
That is exactly how I feel right now -__-' only I don't know how much I have gained damn scale! Grr lol!
ResponderEliminarThank you for your comment and gym sounds good exercise should make you feel better the endorphins and all that! :)
Take Care
Love
The Invisible Ninja
xxx
Thanks for the good luck wishes!
ResponderEliminarI gained from my weekend binge, too. It sucks, but all we can do is work hard to lose it again! I know you can do it. <3
xoxo
I am sorry hun, I know what binges do with us! I wish I could avoid them, but I seem to not be able to control myself sometimes.
ResponderEliminarGood luck with the weight loss, you can get back to your 58 and further.
Stay strong <3
~ Meg
Like i said to you before, you ARE BEAUTIFUL!!! And i meant it :) Your an amazing person, and you will lose this, do not panic :) Keep going and believe in yourself <3
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