jueves, 16 de diciembre de 2010
Hi darlings! How are you today?
I´m feeling really positive, just went back from the gym, only burned 400 cals but I have a dance class at night so I´ll burn some more =)
Yesterday was my brother´s birthday(he´s 18 now) and it was a great day. I spent all day baking cupcakes that everyone seemed to really like(I didn´t taste them) and cleaning the house. I only had a glass of bubbly wine at night and nothing else for the day(I shouldn´t have but that wine is sooo yummy)
The bad part is that my fridge is full of pizza, empanadas(I think you call then turnovers, not sure, cakes and capecakes. Luckily I´m not triggered at all, I hope it stayss that way cause I can´t allow myself to binge.
Today I had a yogurt(68 cal) and then if I get hungry I´ll have an apple and a Coke Zero.
Ín a while I´ll go to hung out with T and I hope we walk a lot xD I have to get new headphones and a couple of things for my brother´s party on Saturday(I decided that on that day I´ll fast all day and then I´ll have only 1 drink of vodka with low cal juice)
We can do it!
Now I know why my mood changed so many times a day this past week and why I was so depressed...I got my period. That makes me feel fat, it´s ridiculous, I know haha
The period must be also why I reteined SO much water, I mean I had gained 6kg in like 3 days, it made me insane!!(even more xD)
I dropped 5 of those kg, so 1 left to go and I promisse myself I´ll NEVER see the nunber 60 again!!!
I feel like life is worth living today, like I want to notice all the little beautiful things life has to offer, I hope this mood last more than 5 minutes haha
I really want to thank you all for your support, it means the world to me, makes me feel like someone cares even a little, so thank you! I hope I can return that support and make you feel better when you´re down =)
Anything you need, you know
PS: I´ve decided I´m not eating eggs anymore, they gross me out. One step closer to being vegan =)
I forgot something really funny about yesterday...my grandma said she hadn´t eaten for 2 days, I said she needed to eat every day and she said "Thin people don´t eat" haha you got that right!(I wonder why I have an ED...Haha)