martes, 7 de diciembre de 2010
I´m a walking dissapointment, all I do is eat and it´s killing me. I´ve put on 4kg,4!!!!!!
I know I´ll lose them but I wish I´d never binge again so I won´t gain them back, It´s exhausting losing and gaining, losing and gaining. I´m starting to wonder if I´ll stay fat and ugly all my life......I feel disgusting, correction, I AM disgusting. I wanted to be 57 for my brother´s birthday and now I only have a week, it´s impossible, fuck me.
Thank you so much for the comments darlings, they really helped me =)
Short and pointless post, I know, tomorrow I´ll make a proper one, now I have to go to the gym.