martes, 21 de diciembre de 2010
(If only Santa was real and he made me lose 15 kg in a day...)
It´s been a continued Epic Fail since I last posted, I´m a mess(actually I´m a fatass but oh well). Binging non stop, eating like I hadn´t seen food in a decade...
Of course my weight is uuuup, I gained a tone, really.
Yesterday night I took some diuretics and laxatives but the laxatives didn´t worked yet(I pray they do, I took 5)
I need to stop binging, I will stop. God, I wish Xmas just dissapeared...not looking foward to seeing anyone and to have a family binge...I´m not even near the goal I had for that day, I´m like 7 kg fatter jtrurtrtjujtujjyu5fwete
Today only carrots and apples alowed and I´ll stick to that until xmas, maybe I´ll lose some of this weight...
I´m in the mood for taking sleeping pills all day and sleep for the next few days, I don´t want to see anyone or do anything but I HAVE to go to the gym...God, I wish I was thin...
Don´t have a lot to say today but I just wanted to update and thank you for your lovely comments =) Sorry I haven´t commented on all of your blogs, I´ll get to it.